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Friday, July 1, 2011 ♥


This feeling has been killing me from inside...almost every time...I always find myself alone...even when I'm with my group of friends,it feels like there's this huge gap in between me and my friends...

And also,sometimes after an outing...I had this feeling of emptiness as I made my way home,maybe I've enjoyed myself too much and could not get use to after the departure...

Now it becomes worst...this feeling has made me to think too much,for example when I wanted to sit with my friends,I kept thinking if they would really want me to sit with them.Next,I've been having this mindset that no one cares about me or will actually lend me a helping hand when I needed them...

This feeling came during the first term of sec3,a lot of things happened,and I was pretty messed up that time,so I was too mentally tired to talk to anyone...and then this feeling came...all of a sudden I feel alone...

The bottle is going to be full...and I fear the worst when it reaches its capacity
Everyday I would wake up with a dreadful feeling...I'm starting to think negatively about life,I had this urge to die...So I wished that I'll age very fast in order to reincarnate into a better person in my next life...

All I need is someone that will care about me...know that I'm upset even though I seemed happy and not hesitating to ask me,and also a lot of patience to teach me my mistakes...

♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 6:07 AM

Name Ming Kian ♥
Location Singapore
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