So today went to sindy's birthday party,and I was damn friggin quiet,cos I'm just too pissed by mrs yeo's fucked up sitting arrangement...

All the while...I think I've spoken less than 200 words throughout the whole event,constantly pondering about the dumb reasons that mrs yeo had given me...

So I'm sorry for getting too agitated during the talk while we're waiting for sara,and I'm really sorry for causing the mood to be tense throughout the whole thing...Nothing seems to go right for me today,the arrangements and the oral...Oh and lastly I'm very sorry for not joining you guys during recess as well,I was scared that I may ruin the mood back then :(

So today was given a new sitting arrangement by the form teacher...which FUCKING SUCKS!

Firstly,I was located at the far left side of the classroom,which is definitely not suitable for me as I can't listen well...

Secondly,those people around me aren't people that I'm very close with

Thirdly,among sindy,sara, thomas and I,why was I THE ONLY FUCKING ONE THAT'S BEING RELOCATED!?

Confronted mrs yeo today,guess what she replied? "actually your partner is very smart but slow in learning" MIND YOU BITCH, O LEVEL IS ONLY MONTHS AWAY,I DON'T HAVE ANYMORE FUCKING TIME TO WASTE!!

And what's more?I've improved a lot from last year's SA2,SO why the fuck am I still being transferred away!?Just because me and thomas was noisy?Well at least I managed to FUCKING IMPROVE!!

I'm sick and tired of you,you're always not giving me what I wanted...I wanted to take the sec2 batch,yet you give me the sec3 batch,what's more,this year you did nothing to allow the CIs to FUCKING DEMOTE ME TO SEC1 HELPER!WTF is seriously wrong with you,what wrong have I done to deserve this bull shit!?

You think you're a good leader of NPCC?Please,you're just some teacher who's so damn FUCKING NIAO about all those budgets,compared to Mr Siva,you're just a freaking MISER!

Is this some kind of attempt to make me fail my O level?I've alr tell you that I can't focus when I'm at the far end and even gave you the example that I had failed terribly during sec2!'

Lastly,I don't want to go your fucking physic class,you sucked at teaching...all you did was chiong through the chapters without bothering about whether we,your form class,will understand what the FUCK you're teaching?

No point nominating me for the Awards Nite,nothing is going to change my opinion of you,the actions you've taken is simply too much!

Since I can't study at the moment,I might as well make the most out of it by updating this blog...

Somehow...I just can't seem to study at all,I mean...it's hard for me to focus and memorise the contents,and I always get frustrated whenever I read the textbooks -.-

All these were due to the trauma I had during SA2,where my results just plummeted to an all time low,I've never scored so lousy before,especially AEmath...
What's more,those subjects that I'm confident of scoring well ended up with a C5&6,my confidence was completely shattered then

Back then,I nearly cried in class but I didn't,cos it would be pretty shameful for a 15 yr old guy to cry in front of the whole class...I couldn't handle the truth,I had no idea why...I've did my best,but...

I wished I could forget about my past,but...if I really do...I would forget the life lessons I've learnt,which means that I may have to make the same mistakes again to earn it back...

How am I going to break free from the trauma?

Never thought that I'll actually write my review about a flash game,but it's simply too awesome for me not to just sit back and do nothing about promoting this game!!!

So basically it's a 2D RPG shooter game combined with dating sim...I'm sure some of you may know what is dating sim but let's recap a bit

So Dating Sim is a type of game where you play the role as a guy(most of the times is guys) who initially doesn't have attraction to the opposite sex and you'll have to work hard in order to win the hearts of the ladies,that's what I think la hahas

So similarly,you play as a commander of your Mothership,inside the ship there's 7 people(5Girls,2guys) available for you to chat with...however,you DON'T get to chat with all of them but 2 only,and that some of them appears every few days and require certain items...The days will only pass only if you've completed a mission

As mentioned above,there are 7 people...your relationship with them will play a part at the end of the game where you will be given a wish(not close with them=not able to get their endings)
Altogether there are 9 endings,7 for the characters,1 for not wishing for anything and 1 for special ending where you optain optimal relationship with everyone,see if you can get them!

Overall I'll give it a 10/5 stars!Simply too good to for just 5 stars!I recommend playing it with the music on and pay attention to their dialogues,it is what makes the game a 10/5,and it also have 8 kinds of words of wisdoms,special ending don't have hahas!
Otherwise you'll not understand what their talking about as most of the story is right after the missions

This is one of the girls that are available for chatting! ^^

See this girl!?She's my favourite girl in the game,but she died!!!(Thrown off to a far away galaxy while saving the team to be exact)
And what's more...her ending is the SADDEST!!!WHY WHY WHY!?Such a cute girl like her don't deserve such a sad ending!!The protagonist should have brought her back so others can help her,not go there and join her!!! D':

So unfair to her lor,so cute and pretty, but haiz...well enjoy that pic!!! :)

Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to

I never open a door,
or pull out a chair.
You can tell me how your day was
but I don't really care.
And if you ever get cold,
you'll just have to hack it,
Cause I'd be cold too
If I gave you my jacket.
Like WHOA, you ain't sittin up front,
Front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk.
I never answer my phone,
Whenever you call it
And when the waiter brings the bill
I never reach for my wallet.

Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.

And Ima BEAT you!
At every competition.
Going out with the girls

You better get my permission.
Wait no, i take that back, you can't go,
House is on tonight
And that's my favorite show!
Do I look fat in this dress?
Hell yeah you do!
Wait lemme speak your language
Cows go Moo!
Mooo Moooo Mooo MOOOO!

Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.

But behind the scenes she means the world to me.
Wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved.
Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care...
But that won't win her heart BECAUSE...

Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.

What this video says is not far from the truth

Few days ago met Elysa at the bus stop,she told me that she misses 2/1 2009...come to think of it,I haven't been saying the "I miss 2/1 2009" phrase for a long time,now she had reminded me of it lol...

I had also missed 2/1 2009,it was the year where I enjoyed myself the most,mainly because I made friends with people whom I've not been really close in sec 1,both boys and girls,I really missed the times when I'm sitting next to them and chatting with them...
Furthermore, my grades were really good back then,with some As and Bs and hardly Cs,unlike now when I'm struggling just to secure a B3...

I've also become more reflective about myself since that year,constantly thinking of how certain things,when said improperly,could hurt the feelings of others...

Since that year,however,everything seems to change a lot,especially in the attitudes of certain people...those that are no longer in the same class changed for the better,probably because I never realised how nice they are after sec 2;some of my close friends in the same class changed so dramatically that I had developed fear when talking to them...
Maybe they got tired of being patriotic to me?Maybe it's because we're in the same class and I began to see the full picture of their personality?

Whatever is the reason,I do not want to know,for another thing I learnt in sec 2,is that truth hurts more than anything else in the world...

Because of this,I kept more things to myself than ever before,that fear has stopped me from sharing my problems with anyone,everyone just became strangers to me...I'm just waiting...waiting for someone to see my plight and lend me a helping hand...

So here's a shout-out to Elysa:
Just like you,I missed 2/1 2009 as well!On top of that,you're one of the people that I really,really missed after that year,I've missed the times when I was sitting next to you chatting and sharing my problems with you...I'm just very,very glad that we can still chat with one another after that year!